Fed up with society

[Friday]

I get this. For me, though, it's been a forever thing for years. It has its worse moments, but it's generally just a thing with me

That’s possibly/probably one of the (Few?) benefits of taking things to the extreme? I didn’t keep trying to interact with people. At all. The closest I was to the nearest anything? Was about half a day’s walk. More often I was several days walk away, up to a few weeks.... and barring a helicopter? Hiking in was the only way to get to where I was.

No confirmation bias / seeing what I expected to see, no constant low level irritation keeping a thing fresh, no target in front of me to justify or direct my anger at. Just me.

By the time I wandered myself back in society’s general direction? I wasn’t a fresh start, but at the same time it was. Instead of a low level vexation with spikes in it from specific cause... all kind of blurring together... I was free and clear EXCEPT for either specific cause, (which is easy to assign to that individual for being a cock juggling thunderc*nt, because it was they themselves doing it)...or? It got really obvious, really fast, when it suddenly became “everyone”, as... that’s not, quite, right? Is it? Can’t be. Wasn’t yesterday, or an hour ago, and you’d think I’d have noticed. :confused: IE able to see it was me, rather than the whole gosh darn world, and everyone & everything in it.

 

[Tinyflame]

I think it's individual, how well someone can understand, I think it depends on how well someone can listen, and empathize, and dialog; how soft their heart is, how much they can self-identify with pain, loss, fear, horror, etc; how much they care to understand and feel (or revisit, if they've been through similar themselves); how wise they are, to what degree they look within themselves and understand their own nature, the degree to which they go harder on themselves and softer on others, Etc. Lots of features that are individual, like that.

Far as not understanding, I figure it's like the Titanic, I don't (or can't) begrudge anyone who got off or missed the boat. But just as much, I would be leery to share where I fear it (or I) will be trampled in the process.

 

[Changing4Best]

I wonder if it is a matter of there being a hired individual who is responsible for taking care of all the children's mental health in the school? In other words, a guidance counselor or social worker would be the one the school feels is the only one allowed to counsel them for legal reasons. Everyone specializes so much these days... you know?