Guardian1014
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I love my husband. We have been together for a little while now. There have been rough patches (drinking, drug addiction, suicide attempts, fights, mental and physical abuse) through our relationship. Lately the "bad" days have greatly outnumbered the good ones. I am 23 weeks pregnant with a boy. He doesn't seem to care at all. He says very hurtful things and is angry most of the time. Everything is my fault. I've worked hard for the past 5 years to be a good girlfriend/wife. I've tried. I'm not a very emotional person, but I used to be better. He has torn such large chunks away that I barely feel anything emotionally anymore. He was receiving counseling and is on antidepressants. Some days he won't take them or is too lazy to call to get them refilled. He says he can't function without cannabis, so when we don't have the money for him to get some it's my fault. At a loss and a little dead inside.....
