Sufferer Feelings Of Hopelessness.

[intothelight]

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[Lady of Longbourn]

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[ErinRenee]

I know this was from last year. Dave. You are not alone and although I am a female, I know what it is like to be manipulated and assaulted and then to have your unit turn on you. I have been out for 20 years, but it all feels like yesterday. I have been suffering with this unknowingly. This month I found out what has been wrong with me I have been at the VA every week. I see an MST coordinator and I go to PTSD class. I am angry, offended, I feel betrayed by my unit and the Army, and I am working through all of this. I think I need to see a civilian PTSD counselor as well as my VA stuff and my psychiatrist. M BF can't deal with me, civilian folks don't know what the hell is going on and I trust my vets more.. but not always, because of what happened. I am always on guard.