Thanks for the good wishes everyone! Wendy, welcome to the forum and pleased to meet you, thank you for the nice compliments. Jodee no lol I would not want to go out on a tractor, although I have thought of taking the mule into town, but I think it's illegal. (?) By mule I mean our Kawasaki Mule, not the animal the mule haha. I can drive the mule really well, it's easy, it's got automatic transmission.
I was feeling kind of sorry for myself yesterday about having to learn on a standard. Uncle and I went out for my lesson and it was VERY hard. You need to have so much coordination, and I've never considered myself very coordinated. The vehicle kept stalling, or lurching forward, or making this awful grinding noise because I wasn't switching gears properly. I got really frustrated. I was almost crying at one point. It's funny, in some respects I like to learn new things, but I also always want to learn things quickly and do them really well right away, if I can't be really good at something immediately I often want to give up.
Anyways I didn't give up, Uncle wouldn't let me, and after close to 2 hours I actually made a smooth gear shift! After a bit of practice it wasn't that hard, I started to get the hang of it. I'm glad Uncle didn't let me give up. It felt really great to learn how to do it properly, especially since it was sooo hard for me at first. I still have lots of practicing to do but I'm really excited I got the hang of the stick and the clutch. And I was so busy concentrating and feeling frustrated over switching gears that I didn't think of my dad or the trauma at all! :)