Happy new years eve my a**

[EveHarrington]

I’m just glad the days are finally getting longer!

 

[Deleted member 12723]

New Years Eve is a non issue for me and I count myself lucky for this non triggering holiday. I am so glad that the holidays are almost over. I got all of the Christmas down and put away today so I have a clean slate that will no longer be triggering me for another whole year. Almost over and I am so happy about making it through as well as I could this year was rough and I am so under the hope that this next year will mark the beginning of better things to come.

The people here on the forum kept me alive and safe this past rotten year of losing the rest of my family, Long story I am not going to get into. I am done and am going to stay up tonight and hopefully start the new year off right by sleeping in tomorrow and no longer being triggered by severe feelings of grief.

I am glad that the days are getting longer too Eve. I am so ready for Spring and just want to skip over winter.

 

[FauxLiz]

thank you @Freida everyone here is far more supportive than the people I have IRL. I have so much support it appears that I will be taking Uber to the airport because none of my friends even with weeks of advance notice can fit me into their schedule. Guess that is part of why I need to do this, for me.

 

[scout86]

I have so much support it appears that I will be taking Uber to the airport

That is really sad! I know this has been quite a production to organize. I hope it goes well. More than anything, I'm proud of you for pulling it all together, in spite of the challenges. Be sure to let us know how things go!

 

[FauxLiz]

@scout86 It's crazy but my biggest fear right now is that I get down to River Oaks and I am too scared to walk myself through the door. So my NY resolution is to make it through the door. It doesn't seem like much but it is the best I can do tonight.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

They just started shooting off fireworks tonight.

 

[FauxLiz]

@Rain I am sorry about that. I doubt we will have too many fireworks in my area tonight thank heavens. We are under a severe wind advisory from 9pm til 10am so I don't think many will want to be outside tonight.

 

[EveHarrington]

@scout86 It's crazy but my biggest fear right now is that I get down to River Oaks...

You can do this! We will all be rooting you on! I think you’ll find the experience rewarding in terms of helping you move forward with healing. I’ve heard great things about their program. Hugs.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I am sorry about that. I

Thank you so much for the empathy and understanding. I hate the big winds and am glad that you are indoors tonight. Stay safe

 

[Freida]

They just started shooting off fireworks tonight.

yea--they started here about 530 -- had to give my poor SD doggie downers

 

[EveHarrington]

Thank god nobody does fireworks here! It’s enough to have to deal with them on Memorial Day and the Fourth of July!

 

[Deleted member 12723]

Well it has been quiet here for a while but I suspect they be back at it at midnight again.