GreySouled
Learning
Has anyone ever experienced "seeing" a p***s that isn't there? I'll give two examples:
One was a few years ago, I was at my place of worship and, turning my head to the left, noticed an older man going into the restroom out in the lobby. I remember thinking: "Eww, now I'm picturing him in the bathroom." I turned my head back to focus on the speaker straight ahead and "saw" a boner, clear as day, to the right of my face. I ducked my head away from it and thought: "No, I can't do that here!", as if responding to a request. (For reference, I've never "done that" or anything remotely "that" ever with anyone... oh wait, except for at some point in childhood, apparently).
Then this past Thursday, after my T session which was "eventful" (introduced to new IFS part and just some things that came up or that I felt afraid to let come up... I got confused at one point because my Little One thinks she's 3 or 4ish, but this info points to 7. Anyway, not to get into that... only to say that it was a session that rattled my whole nervous system). So, afterward, I pick up my kid and we run a few errands. Upon parking, turning off the ignition, and reaching over to the passenger seat to get my mask out of my purse, when I sit back upright I glance back down in my lap and see clear as day a frigging p***s between my legs, pointed at me, you know... I kind of gasped, shook my head and said out loud: "See, this is what I'm talking about." (A rebuttal in my ongoing imaginary conversation to naysayers who'd rather believe I'm making this all up). I mean, the detail, coloration, it was just too real, especially to never have seen one up close before, you know?
All this to ask, because I don't think I've ever come upon an experience where someone is FBing or seeing just a bodyless p***s, if anyone has dealt with this... Yes, I'll bring this up with T next time, but I always feel more validated when I know someone else has experienced the same, makes me feel less crazy.
One was a few years ago, I was at my place of worship and, turning my head to the left, noticed an older man going into the restroom out in the lobby. I remember thinking: "Eww, now I'm picturing him in the bathroom." I turned my head back to focus on the speaker straight ahead and "saw" a boner, clear as day, to the right of my face. I ducked my head away from it and thought: "No, I can't do that here!", as if responding to a request. (For reference, I've never "done that" or anything remotely "that" ever with anyone... oh wait, except for at some point in childhood, apparently).
Then this past Thursday, after my T session which was "eventful" (introduced to new IFS part and just some things that came up or that I felt afraid to let come up... I got confused at one point because my Little One thinks she's 3 or 4ish, but this info points to 7. Anyway, not to get into that... only to say that it was a session that rattled my whole nervous system). So, afterward, I pick up my kid and we run a few errands. Upon parking, turning off the ignition, and reaching over to the passenger seat to get my mask out of my purse, when I sit back upright I glance back down in my lap and see clear as day a frigging p***s between my legs, pointed at me, you know... I kind of gasped, shook my head and said out loud: "See, this is what I'm talking about." (A rebuttal in my ongoing imaginary conversation to naysayers who'd rather believe I'm making this all up). I mean, the detail, coloration, it was just too real, especially to never have seen one up close before, you know?
All this to ask, because I don't think I've ever come upon an experience where someone is FBing or seeing just a bodyless p***s, if anyone has dealt with this... Yes, I'll bring this up with T next time, but I always feel more validated when I know someone else has experienced the same, makes me feel less crazy.