violetclouds
Bronze Member
It's been a weird kind of day - started out with a couple of people attempting to offer support - which I desperately need - and found hard to resist - but I am not totally sure if they are 'safe' people to trust. I think so but I am not sure. And then I tried to get back into my schoolwork. I am a student taking online classes and have basically been unable to function the last week or so. I am behind - missed one test, and tried to take one tonight online that I really thought I was prepared to take but even though I know I studied and knew the material I just couldn't access the information. I am pretty sure I failed it . The thing is - while I don't find much to feel good about in myself - I have always felt pretty good about the fact that I am a fairly intelligent person and did well in school and studies - and now that is gone - so what do I have now? Just a weird day. Too much to think about. Hope I can just go to bed and get some good sleep tonight