Hope I'll be the last diary I'll ever write

[Givrali]

Also I should eat something now

 

[Givrali]

I don't feel I write here for me but to get popular or something (very discouraged )

 

[Defaultxlove]

I'm so happy to leave group home very soon

Im really happy for you!

 

[joeylittle]

I don't feel I write here for me but to get popular or something (very discouraged )

It's not unusual to feel this way in online communities.

Something that was helpful for me, when I first joined? Was practicing how I was here to support myself, and practicing shifting my thoughts whenever I started feeling like I needed someone to tell me that what I was posting was good, or right, or useful. I tried to focus on what I was getting from reading, instead of what was happening with likes, or responses. And slowly it got easier. It's helped me out a lot, actually, in terms of understanding how I relate with people in my 3-D life.

All we can do here is put our experiences out there, and find what can be helpful for ourselves as we share with others.

It's also easy to get over-absorbed in a new online community. Make sure that you're also taking time for self-care in your daily life, don't let sitting at the computer eat into the time you might spend getting some exercise, or fresh air.

 

[Givrali]

I'll have to ré read you post later I can't thing about anything but my moving tomorrow

 

[Givrali]

I have very intense feelings but not sure which

 

[Givrali]

Also I'm very stressed I wont be able to finish my packing before tomorrow. I'll move in the morning

 

[Givrali]

I really need to take a med because my stress is way too high

 

[Givrali]

So I didn't moved in. I'm supposed to be able to move in Friday if tings are OK this time. I'm back to group home fir the moment

 

[Givrali]

I'm starting to feel emotions now

 

[Givrali]

The day was great because I pent it with a friend I didn't see in months. It was also awful because I couldn't move in because the key owner was in vacations. Everything is confused because that situation like never happens

 

[Givrali]

I holiday ? Well in another country