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How Did You Sleep Last Night?

I slept wonderfully.. but I went to sleep listening to holotropic breathwork music and had this dream.. where I was at my old primary school that was all empty, no one in sight. I was in the toilets and I began to play an organ (not ever having known how to play one) I played an epic tune somehow the situation shifted to the playground.. it was very eerie and creepy. The organ began to deconstruct into various forms as I continued to play it in different absurd ways.. it was as though there was an audience though no one was there. Eventually I stopped playing but the tune went on.. There were heaps of amplifier stacks attached to it and I unplugged them all.. switched off all power but it still carried on.. then I woke up.
 
Just that time of year, wake 2am with pounding Migraine, I have to get up because if I don't it will be worse. Thankfully my sidekick, Big Girl, my baby, Sasha, gets up with me and soon we will make our way around the neighborhood to ease the pain. Sleep? Blech, some weird dream that somebody was posting all my intimate information online...e x p o s e d :ninja: but I don't know exactly who I am so what does that mean really? I don't know yet.
 
Luckily, I have been sleeping better. I sometimes still have nightmares but they are changing. In the past I've always been helpless, in mortal danger and trapped. Now although I am still in danger I end up blowing the face off my aggressor with a gun and overcoming the danger.
 
I slept mixed. After having a traumatic dream, I could only sleep with paranoia. My dream was creepy, being partly based off my last dream (which is causing many of my PTSD problems) but more as a continuation. It wasn't as bad, though.
 
Okay, I had an extremely weird sleep last night. For an hour all I could think of was my extremely traumatic dream. Then, finally I was able to sleep. I had absolutely NO dream. I just slept very well.
 
about 4 h...a lot of nightmares...so every now and then I woke up but fell a sleep again. I will stay home today and try to get some rest. My body have started to protest agains the lack of sleep.
 
Last night I slept really well. I am so happy about it :) Past few days I was getting around 3-4 hrs sleep and walking around like a zombie...
 
I slept extremely well which is a nice thing I haven't done in awhile. My girlfriend tried to wake me when she couldn't sleep due to my snoring. When I woke up she was sleeping on the futon in our living room. I tapped her on the head and we traded places...poor girl, I hope she got good sleep as well.
 
I slept better last night, must be the changing of the seasons, I feel it in the air - though the temp says different - the sun is in a different place. I LOVE this time of year ... I still wake at 2am, I am waking lately with a sick feeling throughout my stomach, bones, and deep in my brain...dreams seem to not be nightmares buy more like showcased bits and pieces of pointed issues that I sum up who and what I am, so why does that make me feel "sick"?

It takes an hour for the feeling to pass before I can get out of bed and enjoy the freedom hours.
 

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