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How Did You Sleep Last Night?

First off, I was getting to sleep when my noisy neighbors started their usual banging around... but thankfully I take meds that MAKE me go to sleep, so I eventually drifted off as I usually do, no matter what kinda noise they cook up, upstairs.

I awoke after a dream of being in a car or maybe a taxi where I was having trouble exiting. My sister (or maybe a friend) had already exited. I had one foot out the door and was trying frantically to hitch the leash to my PTSD Service Dog's collar, when the driver started to drive away. I yelled at him to wait, I had not exited yet and he kept driving, making it impossible for me to exit! My foot was still dragging outside the open door. I was in panic mode when I woke up.

Of course I could not go back to sleep. It was 4:30 AM and I knew I'd not be able to get back to sleep (even though the neighbors were finally quiet then), so I got up.

In many ways it has been an alright day, even though I had the nightmare, but for the first hour of the day or so, until I focused on other stuff, it kind of haunted me. I have nightmares often, maybe 3-4 times a week, so I guess I have learned to accept them, what else can I do? But I hate them!!!

Your thoughts on interpretations of the dream are welcome, or on anything else to do with this post for that matter. Thanks.
 
Stayed up too late, dang Internet.

Never got used to lots of company which there was a lot of yesterday, I was pretty revved up after they left late. Took a while to get back to my zen state. Lots of noise and family & friends of all ages.

I really need to get more organized so I got up early today and am going to get back on a regular schedule.
 
I was so tempted to stay up all night but I went to bed late and slept good and woke up at a reasonable hour. I really need my sleep. I have to motivate myself to go to bed early. When I am watching movies, I keep falling asleep. I must be really tired.
 
I have not been having any alcohol, so I did at this yesterday with dinner and it just gave me a headache today and a sugar rush last night. At least I know better. Just under a lot of stress. Made me late this morning... I need to get to bed relatively early and get a full night sleep. Self-care is fundamental for me now... I used to run on empty for days!
 

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