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How Did You Sleep Last Night?

I did fall asleep last night, perhaps with additional help from the Hydroxyzine for my pruritis, but I had a dream which left me feeling nervous.

My dream was that on two different occasions I had to empty a very large pot of water somewhere and while I thought I was standing outside doing so on the lawn, twice I simply poured it in the corner of our living room, and into the rug. It wasn't until after the pot was empty that I questioned myself as to why I'd just done this. And, then even after concluding that I'll be more careful and never do that again, I forgot and repeated doing so within the same day.

I may as well, and soon, find that dream as comical, because the alternative recognizes exactly a very large fear of mine which I apparently am superstitious, paranoid or something, and frightened of daring to mention. Like if I do so, it's going to come true.

Wow, I feel weird and insecure now. And, probably ought to. (lol)
 
I slept well last night for the first time in awhile. Insomnia is being treated with a low dose medication and I am happy to say it is working rather well. (I am only up tonight because I had a long nap this afternoon.) I will probably be going to bed soon though....nice to know that I can finally get some restful sleep. :sleep:
 
It wasn't that bad but my massive hurting back was waking me up very early. And there was or were 2 other unmistakable facts... My two little dogs were standing on their hind legs near my bed and did a quite bit of wailing... So I put them into my bed, where the cheeky one immediately conquered my pillow and threw himself on his back for sleep, and the other one climbed on top of me, settled down and closed his eyes.

And it worked; The three of us fell asleep and the last I remember, that I was feeling beloved and was happy about it...
 

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