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How Did You Sleep Last Night?

Another horrible night of nightmares. Finally able to wake up screaming after only 90 min into the night. The air in the room was buzzing and there was an eerie yellowish-orange color in the room. I ran throughout the apartment throwing on all lights and checking locks...
 
But really, I must have had other more serious nightmares or something, I mean, I was woken up by the nightmare of having windows 8.1 on my computer! Stress does wierd stuff to brain
 
I took a knock out pill at 23.00 last night, and went to bed a few minutes later, I slept right through until 11.15 in the morning!

That's the first night in ages that I haven't had to get up 2 or 3 times to empty my kidney drain bag, it was pure heaven!

I have been feeling really tired all day, and just couldn't stay awake any more. I think it might be these heart pills they have out me on, but I feel tired all the time?
 
Terribly. As I always do when I sleep at my boyfriend's. I don't know what it is, I think I'm nervous I'm going to have a nightmare and I'm scared of him seeing me in a state even though I don't think he'll judge me. So instead I have horribly disrupted sleep where I'm up like every hour or so.
 
Dreamed one of my abusers was being tried for killing someone, and I was silently hoping he'd be imprisoned, but didn't give evidence. He was found not guilty, and I somehow ended up sleeping on a narrow single bed( a trigger) in a shared room (another trigger) that morphed into being a thin mattress on filthy floor. I woke panicking that I was trapped forever in my triggers

I interpret it as being visuals of figures of speech- He got away with murder and I've made my bed so I can lie in it.

I wish my unconscious would shut up and leave me alone.
 

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