How Did You Sleep Last Night?

[jaccat]

Back to not sleeping again. Doesn't feel like I'm ever going to conquer this.

 

[Deleted member 28403]

I fell asleep fully clothed after a while of training. Wow

 

[BlackbirdSinging]

Sleep? Last night? I went to bed around 3am. Asthma woke me up coughing a little while later. I fell back to sleep until I woke up and stayed up about 7:40am when my allergies had me stuffed up to the point that I couldn't breathe through my nose. I'm exhausted.

 

[Deleted member 28403]

I really need a refill of the sleep meds

 

[CDee944]

Sleep? What's that? I haven't slept well in over 2 weeks.
I can always go to sleep just fine but the most sleep I can get is 3 to 4 hours, tops.
Even with sleep meds.

 

[Changing4Best]

I had nightmares last night and woke up from them screaming silently. I think, unless I was actually screaming. In the dream, though, I could not scream out my husband's name loudly, something was stopping me. (He died in 2005, so he would not have heard my screams anyway, to my knowledge). That is unless the dead can hear their loved ones. Anyway, I went back to sleep and promptly had another nightmare from which I awoke immediately. I was unable to remember it.

I tried to go back to sleep, but could not. Finally after maybe a half hour of that, I went online here to chat, and said the above, but in less detail. I was completely ignored! That has never happened to me in chat here before. Usually folks are very receptive and supportive in chat, especially if someone is upset about something. I have never been totally ignored in chat before and it was upsetting.

So finally I went to National Geographic online and read an article about what doctors do these days when someone's heart stops, what they do when someone has technically "died" but they still have some signs of life in them in some way. So some Dr.'s are starting to bring folks back to life now even after they are supposedly dead. And they have succeeded in a few cases! It was a very interesting article and I am glad that I read it, because my heart stopped once and the ambulance folks saved my life in the ambulance with CPR and their oxygen and other stuff.

Meanwhile, while they were working on my body doing the CPR, I went to the gates of Heaven and saw my miscarried daughter (Onna Teresa) who was standing right outside the gates of Heaven calling "Mommy" to me. She was maybe looked like she was 20 years old (about how long ago I had had the miscarriage) and she wanted me to come to her. However, I felt I had things to do back here on earth and since my body was back to life again, I returned here. Jesus took me to the gates and when I decided to go back, I was instantly in my body here on earth again. [this all happened in 2008 or so, if I recall].

I guess maybe next time I have a chance to die, I will do so, if it is God's will. I think last time it was not God's will for me to die, so I didn't. My faith, however, was increased by that experience. Also I do not fear death. Really, I hope I die of old age peacefully in my sleep some day. I am in my mid 60s now, so that is not that far off I suppose....

Anyway, my sleep went well again after I had read the article and I was OK this morning. So I guess I got enough sleep last night, thank God.

 

[Deleted member 28403]

Night before shitty, tonight a bit better

 

[Ocean5]

Let's see - no new blood stains on sheets. Woke-up to enough medical tape on knee to make sure it would not bleed over night.

*list buy more medical tape today....

Still not sure how my knee got such cuts...must have dissociated or blocked it out.

 

[Ronin]

Oh this isn't a 'where did you sleep last night' thread

Which reminds me that I again catnapped through the night instead of sleeping, am sleepy registering it only as tiredness, and should in fact go to sleep.

 

[Gadgie]

I was up twice again last night to empty that bag that I have to strap to my leg, every night before I go to bed?

It will be great when I get rid of it, so that I can at least have one full nights sleep, I think that's why I'm feeling so tired all the time?

 

[FallColour]

Forgive me if I'm mistaken but I couldn't find anything similar to this listed in the threads.

I thought...

Last night was filled with extremely graphic and violent dreams as usual. I've been trying the "live in the moment and conscious thought techniques" to cope with my daily responsibilities with the minimal sleep.

Despite the horrible torture and murder of one of my team members and snakes that another one of my team members shot until I could get to my knife to free myself. I did not exit the dream screaming, but waited for my team to regroup. We entered where the torture/murder occurred and got his body out.

Weird as usual... No idea if there is an end in sight for the nightmares

 

[Deleted member 28403]

I had a terrible nightmare

I was using windows 8.1 :P