@Scarlet13 Aww. I'm sorry that it triggered you :( but I understand, I've been there, with my own triggers. I have made posts that have initiated the panic attack sequence. All sorts of things. But, I feel like it helps me progress in my healing journey, even if I occasionally bite off more than I can chew.
I just want you to know that your post -really- helped me, so even though you are suffering because of it, I am really thankful that you pushed your limits and wrote that for me. I hope you feel better soon, and I hope your healing goes well. Know your post did some good for someone else :)
I still have a hard time seeing the monster in the person because it's easier to think I'm insane that to think I came into contact with someone who was that horribly evil. I'm slowly (s.l.o.w.l.y) getting better but it is still hard for me to take sympathy(?) for what I consider my stupidity.
That is such a good way to word it, that is exactly how I feel about it, I think "no, I'm just insane" (having gone through psychosis just throws a drum of gasoline on that fire) and all of that.
Yes, it is really hard to take sympathy for what you feel was caused by your own stupidity, failures, etc.
That I was born without the "sugar coat it" gene! Tact and diplomacy are not my strong points
I think that can be a good quality, for sure. Sometimes people just need to hear it straight, no sugar coating.
