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Justmehere
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Yeah, I actually figure it would take them a few days for the church to decide.
I trust this couple that is giving away the car to be reliable and legit. I somehow can't seem to bring myself to ask them to wait a few days.... Trying to figure out why.
I think I am scared of asking them to trust me that I would take on the additional cost of waiting a few more days, especially because maybe I'll fail again.
There are too many factors out of my hands to be able to say 100 percent I can do this in a few days.
Oh, this is helpful to know that my resistance is about my lack of trust in me and fear in asking anyone to risk investing in me. This suddenly makes so much sense.
I'm still thinking it through and trying to get the courage. They are getting super anxious to have someone take possession of the car.
I'm beginning to think maybe I need to let this go and find a better option? Or maybe I need to ask them and see if they are willing to risk? If they don't want to stay friends that's ok, they live far away now - so somehow it's not so much about losing the relationship but that I care about them and I loathe the fact of anyone else going through any stress or risk on my behalf. This is a core issue I have been working on in therapy lately, and once again, it rasies it's ugly head.
I don't really have any at the moment. I keep telling myself life won't always be this way.
I trust this couple that is giving away the car to be reliable and legit. I somehow can't seem to bring myself to ask them to wait a few days.... Trying to figure out why.
I think I am scared of asking them to trust me that I would take on the additional cost of waiting a few more days, especially because maybe I'll fail again.
There are too many factors out of my hands to be able to say 100 percent I can do this in a few days.
Oh, this is helpful to know that my resistance is about my lack of trust in me and fear in asking anyone to risk investing in me. This suddenly makes so much sense.
I'm still thinking it through and trying to get the courage. They are getting super anxious to have someone take possession of the car.
I'm beginning to think maybe I need to let this go and find a better option? Or maybe I need to ask them and see if they are willing to risk? If they don't want to stay friends that's ok, they live far away now - so somehow it's not so much about losing the relationship but that I care about them and I loathe the fact of anyone else going through any stress or risk on my behalf. This is a core issue I have been working on in therapy lately, and once again, it rasies it's ugly head.
I don't really have any at the moment. I keep telling myself life won't always be this way.
