Hey there every one , i think im to blame for alot of tesion that has been going lately, for this i appologise greatly. I think me going to america is somewhat over welming for femalevet as she thinks the world of me as i do her. I also think that excitement + ptsd is not a good mix.lol. Im probally going to burn for this one ,but i love every one on this site,more than you could imagine. Femalevet im sure did not mean to come across as some sort of bitch, i just think she is overwelmed with me going there, myself at this moment , im a lttle anxious & some what upset, because when you guys hurt, i hurt. Im sure femalevet is going to kick my arse for writing this, anyhow im tough. Wife of, im so sorry if you were offended in anyway, im quite sure it was not femalevets intension to do so, & for this i appologise again. Jimmy you have done nothing wrong mate, you are a very good friend & you are going through so much at the moment, & i hope you are feeling some what better,love ya bro. Now there will be know more discussions about myself or femalevet from us both, this will cease as of this moment. Anthony i appologise if myself or femalevet were out of line, it was not our intension to do so, I love this site its all i have , so nothing is going to jeopardize my membership, nothing. I think every one on this forum is fantastic, & more. You are all as far as i am concerned my friends, & allways will be. I hope i did every thing right here. My sincere appologies to every one . Regards Matt
