Sounds crazy I'm sure I'm stuck in a place where all I hear is how much he hates this deployment and everyone around him. I have had to distance myself due to him lashing out on me and our marriage. Problem is anytime I distance myself he only gets meaner and more nasty.
This morning is a good example he had to go to another base alone apparently to get new gear he sent an email saying he was relieved to get away from the they place for a few days and the email was truly loving. Today he skyped me after saying he purchased a week worth of Internet and wanted to talk so I get on and he tells me he once again hates where he is now he is grumpy had to attend a meeting that mad him extremely angry and he has nothing to say. So the conversation was short as he said he was going to bed. Why did he send 3 emails saying can't wait to talk and whatnot them just shit done. He was very angry it was obvious I know he has not communicated with anyone but me in weeks. Is this a need to know I am there for him or is he abusing the fact I have told him I will support him. Sometimes I get glimpses of the man who left others he is distant. I want to be supportive he knows he needs help but where do I draw the line. These talks make my anxiety go nuts and I end up having to take meds to calm me.
I'm sorry for rambling just so dang confused. He has mentioned 3 weeks ago te talks of not being together but if i mention something that will be affected by a divorce such as me going home he says don't worry about that stuff. I was also told by him this week he hopes when he gets off the bus and sees us he will snap back into reality.
Court
This morning is a good example he had to go to another base alone apparently to get new gear he sent an email saying he was relieved to get away from the they place for a few days and the email was truly loving. Today he skyped me after saying he purchased a week worth of Internet and wanted to talk so I get on and he tells me he once again hates where he is now he is grumpy had to attend a meeting that mad him extremely angry and he has nothing to say. So the conversation was short as he said he was going to bed. Why did he send 3 emails saying can't wait to talk and whatnot them just shit done. He was very angry it was obvious I know he has not communicated with anyone but me in weeks. Is this a need to know I am there for him or is he abusing the fact I have told him I will support him. Sometimes I get glimpses of the man who left others he is distant. I want to be supportive he knows he needs help but where do I draw the line. These talks make my anxiety go nuts and I end up having to take meds to calm me.
I'm sorry for rambling just so dang confused. He has mentioned 3 weeks ago te talks of not being together but if i mention something that will be affected by a divorce such as me going home he says don't worry about that stuff. I was also told by him this week he hopes when he gets off the bus and sees us he will snap back into reality.
Court
