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YoungAndAngry
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Hi Veiled and Thanks! :)
I finally finished the 'family' stuff (for my parents side at least)
and am back at home,
on the couch and hiding in the basement with my laptop, LOL
Mom, Dad, Brother and the dogs don't leave my house/town until tomorrow afternoon.
(gave up my room and the guest room for my family :p )
But at least I made all the necessary appearances for all the 'celebrations' and stayed at each one for a couple hours :)
I have mixed emotions about my parents taking the (or should I say MY) dogs back to their house (5 hours away).
My parents are attached to the dogs...
but they are my dogs.
And I miss them so much it makes me sick!
But... if I took them now,
the oldest is close to 14 which means I would have to directly deal with her passing...
Not something I think I can handle...
BUT I miss my dogs so much.
And it seems like whenever I bring up the subject,
my parents just guilt-trip me :(
Ughhhh... I need to start thinking happy thoughts... it's Christmas for goodness sake!!!!
(shakes my head and starts trying to focus on the positive points in my day)
Merry Christmas everyone!!!
I finally finished the 'family' stuff (for my parents side at least)
and am back at home,
on the couch and hiding in the basement with my laptop, LOL
Mom, Dad, Brother and the dogs don't leave my house/town until tomorrow afternoon.
(gave up my room and the guest room for my family :p )
But at least I made all the necessary appearances for all the 'celebrations' and stayed at each one for a couple hours :)
I have mixed emotions about my parents taking the (or should I say MY) dogs back to their house (5 hours away).
My parents are attached to the dogs...
but they are my dogs.
And I miss them so much it makes me sick!
But... if I took them now,
the oldest is close to 14 which means I would have to directly deal with her passing...
Not something I think I can handle...
BUT I miss my dogs so much.
And it seems like whenever I bring up the subject,
my parents just guilt-trip me :(
Ughhhh... I need to start thinking happy thoughts... it's Christmas for goodness sake!!!!
(shakes my head and starts trying to focus on the positive points in my day)
Merry Christmas everyone!!!