Being where you are right now totally sucks. Life is miserable and seems absolutely hopeless and not worth continuing. Pointless. Not only pointless, but do incredibly painful that you can't even express your anguish in words. I can relate.My constant anxiety, panic attacks & PTSD are killing me. I feel like a shadow walking around. Or maybe a ghost...
I was watching a show yesterday and a woman was almost raped. That triggered me HARD. I eventually put my sneakers on and went for an walk. With so many dark dark thoughts.
I’m wasting my life away so what’s the point of being here??? It would just be for others and I’m sick of being sensitive to everyone but me
I was there for 6 long, white-knuckling it years. I thought that the rest of my life was going to be just like that.
But something changed.
A glimmer of light and hope and relief entered my darkness.
Then I began reading stories of so many people who had experienced all I had and worse and yet came through. They recovered. They found some peace and meaning and recovery in their lives.
I figured if they could have this then I could too. We're all the same flesh and blood, right. And I was right. I can have some sense of peace, joy, and meaning in my life.
So can you.
Hang in there! Come here and keep telling us all about it. We care. We will listen and share thoughts with you.
If we can heal and find hope, so can you. So will you.
I want to get to know you,