I Can't Be Happy... It's Not Allowed.

[LittleBear]

By whatever the powers that be that are in control of our lives be they natural or supernatural forbid me to be happy and only allow me to be constantly hurt.

I am losing what I knew I would, just like I did 40 years ago after my Mom died. Everyone I've loved in my life I am not related to has died. Young and unfairly.

The meds aren't working and I am developing into a constant state of anxiety, panic and occasional terror. I can't take anymore catastrophic unfairness.

Pray for us, please.

LBear

 

[4L150N]

I'm sorry to hear about so many losses in your life. I will pray for you. Thank you for sharing your pain so that others can be there for you. You are not alone.

 

[Meadowsweet]

(((littlebear)))

 

[The Albatross]

Prayers on the way for you and your family.

 

[LittleBear]

Thanks, everyone.

 

[Abrasky]

(((hugs)))

 

[freefloat]

Lbear: I can relate all family is gone. Lost many friends and others I cared about(120+). Some of which were murdered by people I knew and didnt know. Been close myself a few times. Think its prevented me form getting close to anyone again. I try but I cant go the distance. Get close get distant. Then it all falls apart. Cats help.

 

[mamachick]

Sending prayers and (((hugs))) your way.

 

[LittleBear]

Feeling lonely and sad.

 

[freefloat]

LB: if you wanna talk send me an email in here. im around........

 

[LittleBear]

Thanks, freefloat. I just might do that.

 

[freefloat]

Your welcome...... :)