I f*cking hate my family



They are what caused my PTSD and today is the anniversary of my trauma and they’re just ignoring me and pretending I don’t exist. I feel so much pain and I can’t live like this anymore
I’m bloody terrified of my dad. He sometimes gets physical when he’s angry and I have called the cops on him before. Unfortunately he was just left off with a warning.
My family f*cking sucks. They are abandoning my sister in her time of need. It's difficult to be the most processed out of all of them. To be farther along than my own parents is a perplexing feeling. They should be the ones guiding me, not the other way around.