I Hate The Holidays

[Hobu]

On the fifth day of Christmas PTSD gave to me...

Five grumpy looks, Four sleepless nights, Three cold sweats, Two raging fits and a flashback to 1983.

 

[Paho]

On the sixth day of Christmas PTSD gave to me...

Six isolations, Five grumpy look, Four sleepless nights, Three cold sweats, Two raging fits and a flashback to 1983.

 

[Rebun]

Just needed to be said

ME TOO!!!!

I used to get sex toys, porn vids ect growing up as gifts and after the animal sacrafice to "god" we'd use them. Christmas is SOOOO hard for me but i just put on a good face but inside im screaming! By birthday also is hard, my mom lost a baby 2 hrs old 2 yrs before i was born, 6 days before my birthday and he was the wanted one so on that week the neatings and cuts and other punishments were so much worse than normal because it was "my fault" that he died and i was here instead. :(