I Realize That I

[Heather]

I realize:

I'm still have to pay close attention to things. I thought class was at noon instead of 11 a.m. I got there only 10 minutes late.

Having something to work towards gives my life so much more meaning, a good distraction and reinforcing that I can do anything if I put my mind to it.

 

[Anrish]

I realize that I have a good reputation.

 

[Let It Be]

I realize that I am noticing how I have re-traumatized myself over and over with certain people which included family members instead of letting them go because they were toxic to me.

I realize that I had my wake-up call when I got the diagnosis of renal cell cancer last December and had to my right kidney removed.

I realize that I am more aware now of what I need to do to take care of me which includes not allowing myself to be re-traumatized by others over and over.

 

[Heather]

I realize:

I'm getting through school

I'm doing it!

I feel happy...a lot of the time

I like school

Getting good grades makes me feel accomplished!

Am proud of myself

 

[user44376]

I realize that I will get better. I'm in agony but underneath a plan is forming. I hope I haven't damaged myself to the point I'm unable to do it.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I realize that I am a human being and vastly limited in things I can do to help others out. I realize my hands are tied in a family situation and not much I can do except to call for assistance. I realize that I need to go back to sleep.:confused:

 

[The Albatross]

I realize that the reason some things really frustrate and upset me is because they remind me of my doormat/perpetual victim mentality mom and mother in law. Totally puts me off.

 

[Anrish]

I realize that I did not completely lose my bite.

 

[Lionheart]

I realize that I don't have to be in control of everything, things will sometimes go wrong but I am not at fault for that!!!

 

[user44376]

That I'm very tired of trying to be the last honest man. It cost me everything. I'm not going to start being dishonest. I'm just going to assume everyone else is dishonest. I was foolish enough to believe the opposite.

 

[Anrish]

I realize that I manipulate people around me - and I don't do bad job.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I realize that I have no clue what my daughter wants from me at all. There is a lose-lose situation with her and I am damned if I do and damned if I don't so I am going to do whatever I want from now on and to hell with what she likes or does not like. I live in the real world and she lives in la la land now. She needs an intervention. What is her brain dead boyfriend doing to help her?