I Realize That I

[DharmaGirl]

I realize that with my new med I'm going to have to push myself to get up and do things. It makes you feel unmotivated. I will overcome that though.

 

[Deleted member 19804]

I realize that there is no reason for me to "settle" when it comes to my future. I am just as capable as anyone to make my dreams a reality and I should not settle for anything less before I've made a serious effort.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I realize that I am in a season of healing and growth and recovery. It is about friggin time. I am slowly getting used to having one good day after another. This is all new for me.

 

[Britt.f7]

I realize that not everything my brain worries about is important. Like now I am worrying about whether I sounded stupid to another person, or that they don't like me(it's my niece). I really didn't do anything, I was just being real. I realize I need to be okay with myself.

 

[MissKB]

I realize that my new T is going to work out! Yee Haw!

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I realize that my healing journey has at last brought me healing and forgiveness for some of my abusers. I realize that I am more compassionate as a result of seeing my abusers as humans with greatly troubled minds. I realize that I am free of all of them and never have to have anything to do with them ever again.

I realize that my journey of healing has taken me so many years and I never have to repeat them.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I realize that I am simply a human being with limitations and will refuse to rescue people from situations that are drama filled and support them by phone and allow them to find their own solutions.

 

[DharmaGirl]

I really like the last post, gizmo, I am trying to learn the same thing. I'm trying to find friends who are interested in things, not drama. It is a challenge for me to not try to rescue.

 

[Justmehere]

I realize that I'm terrified of the future. I am beginning to plan for a future for the first time in several years, and I'm absolutely terrified.

I realize that this is not a new fear. I'm recognizing it now, but I've had this fear before, and in the past, this fear drove me into compulsively repeating trauma and sabotaging my possible future success.

I realize that I don't believe I deserve a future. I realize doing something different is going to be very hard and I need to ask for help, even when it scares me to ask.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I have been having a anniversary reaction to my husbands death next month. I realize that I do not want to dwell on the way he died but to focus on the good memories.

I will have to choose to do something healing on the day it happened.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I realize how going to therapy and going through so many, many years of hell, I like me as I am for the very first time in my life. I realize that it was a good decision for me to enter therapy and I learned in spite of all of the dreadful mistakes I made. I realize how freeing it is to be able to share on this forum which is very safe for me and I do not have to share with anyone else if I do not want to.

 

[Britt.f7]

I realize I need to get back into therapy. I'm not looking forward to finding a new person.