I Realize That I

[Ronin]

Need to move with my thesis and not be so irritated with all the formatting. Editing and rephrasing and clarifying is all fun, let's follow the aesthetics is not.

I'm distantly reminded how the one for another degree got so downgraded just for the same stuff.

About to start looking who to pay for the formatting. Needa check if that cooperation is defined as cheating by the college standards or not 'round here.

 

[Tinyflame]

I realize that my aunt was totally non-understood by everyone all of her life, mostly. I realize I treated her totally wrongly lots of times. It makes me :cry: for her. Not the first time but more.

I realize I'm one Giant anxiety-spewing-'dumb bomb' that's a total rock around others' necks. :(

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I realize that I am very scattered and dissociating a lot recently. One of my therapists said this is mind overload and the brain can only hold so much information at one time, so I need to slow down and focus on one thing at a time. i hope this improves for me as I practice this focusing on one thing at a time.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I realize that I need to be living a more frugal lifestyle from now on. I am realizing how badly I need to go for the balance in life and not overdo it as I tend to do.

 

[The Albatross]

I realize that I have some resentments about management and at work (coworkers). Got challenged (rightfully) today about my own standards and people who don't work to them. Need to right size myself pronto.

 

[Let It Be]

I realize how I need to monitor my time when I go shopping. Going to Wal-mart on a Saturday, not a good idea. I even ran into two people when I went for a walk.

I realize I need my alone time, as I had to do so much people pleasing when I was working, that it just doesn't work for me anymore. I can handle running into people only in small amounts now.

 

[Nighthawk]

Am failing

 

[Leah Morgan]

I realise some people do care about me.

 

[Lionheart]

I realize that I have the power and control needed to change my life for the better; to implement lifestyle changes and improve my quality of life.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I have come such a long way and so many inner changes within me since my husband died two years ago. I realize that I need to have more down to earth people in my life as good friends. I need to become more social with real people I can learn to trust.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I realize that I am only human like all humans, and we all have things in common in how we live our lives. I realize that life is full of both good times and bad and it is up to me to improve the quality of my life.

 

[Britt.f7]

I realize that even though I can see the truth of our father my little sister is never going to. She prefers to ignore the bad. I realize my life isn't the kind my father wants me to live, even though it is good for me and my family. I will never live up to him.