Sexual Assault I Think I Was Sexually Assaulted.....

[kaycee]

This happened when I was 16 and I had a guy over. He started to kiss me and I didnt reciprocate. At that moment I felt super uncomfortable and started to put my gaze somewhere else. He got frustrated and told me to look at him and kiss him. I felt a gust of fear in my stomach and did it.

After a moment he put his hand in my pants I was so taken back as to how fast it was going...I froze. When it started to hurt I screamed, and he stopped and then continued. When he stopped he spoke to me about oral sex(I didnt really know what that was), and my mind went blank and that weird fear in my stomach happen again.I did for like 10 seconds, then turned away.

He seemed really upset,and I panicked so I touched him so I wouldnt have to have sex with him. This happen twice, except the second time he tried to have anal sex with me, but again anxiety took over me.

I've been having anxiety and panic attacks for a while. It usually happens when Im around guys and I feel like I dont have control over the situation. But, was this assault? I know i should have stood up for myself, but I really couldnt. The guy was really nice....if I said something I think he would have stopped. I just feel so guilty about this.

 

[Nyx]

He should have stopped without you having to say the words. Your actions would have been clear to any man who gives a crap about his partner. He doesn't sound like a nice guy to me...

 

[pi314159]

I agree with Nyx. He should have stopped.

I'm sorry you went through that.