man does this ring true. Sometimes I will go days or weeks without touching my instruments, walking by the best healing tools I know and not even glancing at them. And then when I do? It's magic, like riding a bike, I just fall away into doing something that is all consuming and before you know it I have been out of my thoughts and into positive creativity long enough to recognize how far back I would have to go to be where I was before........priceless.Id start playing music again. I lost my confidence after being abused and humiliated. I used to play drums and I can play stuff on guitar and a bit of piano. I was pretty good at it and it made me feel free.