If I Did One Thing Good Today

[Punky143]

Yup I've disassociated probably more than I even realized and yes I've avoided people and all interactions possible, and yes I've had anxiety attacks and on and on but, I've almost made it through a whole day at work. Better than yesterday when I spent my entire day in bed...I don't want to be around anyone. I'm paranoid. All the time. And when I leave work, I will without a doubt get a new set of symptoms as I struggle to complete the other half of my day. But so far, today, I did it, I made it, through another day. Another day of my hell that no one knows about and no one needs to know about either. But I am struggling hard but fighting too. Fighting for my daughter. That is who keeps me here.

 

[ladee]

So proud of you! With that many symptoms and you did it any way. Took so much courage to go thru this day and be able to share that accomplisment. Giving hope to others . gentle hugs to you if you accept. What a fighter!

 

[Punky143]

I am a fighter because when one tells us to give up which we all know can be so tempting, it is my will to survive for my daughter. I will fight for her no matter how mentally and physically tired I am and will be. But I will let her only see a little of it not to discourage her from her world of possible opportunities. My world doesn't seem so hopeful.