Oh hell. Okay, umm. I think I have PTSD from some abuse that I went through as a young child, maybe 6-7. I really need help. It's eating me alive. I was 'normal' until I started getting these.... Thoughts and "memories" about a year ago and all these horrible things that I remember. I don't even know if they are real. I'm so scared. It's destroying me. I can feel his body heat and the draft from being in the floor. Oh god I sound so desperate I'm so sorry I just don't even know what to do or say.
What the hell is wrong with me?? How do I make it stop? What do I do? How do I know if they are real? They feel so real. I'm so sorry. I'm going to end it here so I don't make any more of a fool of myself.
What the hell is wrong with me?? How do I make it stop? What do I do? How do I know if they are real? They feel so real. I'm so sorry. I'm going to end it here so I don't make any more of a fool of myself.