Relationship I'm So Upset

[Sabrina0712]

YOU DEF DESERVE BETTER GLARA...I have never in my life cried more for one person than I have for all 3 of my kids. I wouldn't wish this pain on my worst enemy...his suicide attempt was a complete FAKE! He def played w/my emotions...it hard Glara but I have a friend who was in a very abusive physically n emotional relationship over 10 years w/a guy w/PTSD. She works w/me...she saw how the guy I ws supporting n taking care of was treating me. She saw I was nothing but a doormat to him...he used me all based on PTSD. He said I caused his PTSD to flare up, when all I did was care for him n wanted to be there for him, gave him his space when he needed it and what did he do in return? Call me every single name in the book, called my kids names, treated me like I am worth nothing but I do deserve the better...n so do you Glara.

My friend who finally let go of her guy, I wish you could see the light in her eyes...I want that light again. He sucked my everything, my self esteem, self respect, please see you are worth so much more.

The guy I was with has finally moved here n I am being strong n refusing to see him n he is calling me now everyday (well past 2 days since I stopped texting him) cause he knows now he doesn't have that control over me...he can't abuse me anymore. So what is the reason for me to speak to hm for? What is left...what other words does he need to tell me to belittle me with? No more Glara! Say that No more! You deserve better n btw this guy is back on the dating site now as well...so why contact me? I feel like telling him go find your angel or victim (supposedly).