In total ignorance of CPSD at the time I met a lovely girl during the summer and started a wonderful relationship. All I knew at the time was that she had some psychological issues, as I became closer she confided in me of her history and diagnosis, CPSTD coupled with OCD. I read as much as much as I could on the subjects and tried to treat her accordingly. She expressed her love for me a thousand times and was very affectionate towards me. We got on so well it was truly magical. I ended up deeply in love with her and we talked about spending the rest of our lives together. Then she started pushing me away and finding fault in me and nearly everything we did. We still see each other very regularly during which she continues to find fault and tells me she is not as well as she thought was and can not have a relationship. I continue to be very gentle and patient, she still wants me around and we make arrangements to see each other but she continues to treat me like a punch bag, frequently reducing me to tears. I have a few ideas of my own and I still adore her but I can only take so much and need to know if I am chasing a lost cause?
It would break my heart to loose her but if she is never going to get better I don't know what else to do.
It would break my heart to loose her but if she is never going to get better I don't know what else to do.
