Blondie362
Silver Member
Mousewedger, I completely identify with your post! I am up awake for most of the night.. may just catch a couple of hours, but being a dog owner- they think its breakfast time at 3am which throws out all our day.
Its been difficult on my husband and I have to say I almost resent the fact he hits the pillow and go to sleep straight away and have a good 8 hours, and I lie there with my mind racing at 100 miles an hour!! and when I do finally get to sleep I have horrendous dreams.
When I am really anxious , I am sure I burn off the sleep meds affect.. they start to work so I get to bed, then my mind kicks in and that's it, I am awake. I have never been a good sleep even since being a child, but now I am an insomniac, and most days I feel like a zombie, and my moods can be awful.. nights are just hell.
Its been difficult on my husband and I have to say I almost resent the fact he hits the pillow and go to sleep straight away and have a good 8 hours, and I lie there with my mind racing at 100 miles an hour!! and when I do finally get to sleep I have horrendous dreams.
When I am really anxious , I am sure I burn off the sleep meds affect.. they start to work so I get to bed, then my mind kicks in and that's it, I am awake. I have never been a good sleep even since being a child, but now I am an insomniac, and most days I feel like a zombie, and my moods can be awful.. nights are just hell.