Even with ambien and prazosin I barely sleep. When I do I have dreams with such intense emotion that I wake feeling that emotion quite strongly for the first hour or so after I wake. Usually it is extreme grief and pain but sometimes it is fear and anger. The anger scares me, the fear scares my spouse because if he touches me at all I'll wake up in a very self defensive mode ready lash out and protect myself and it takes a while to realize it is him. I can't go on like this much longer. I don't know what to do since I am already on the prazosin, which makes me feel horrible in the morning. I have to eat and take motion sickness pills right away.
My therapist isn't much help except telling me how sleep is important and I need to get more sleep.
My therapist isn't much help except telling me how sleep is important and I need to get more sleep.