J_trustno1
Diamond Member
After 1 year and 4 month struggle, going through so many emotional and physical ups and downs, taking 7-10 pills a day, going to the interview with full body rash (head to toe, mouth ulcers, tongue ulcers), after throwing over 250 CVs, I am finally happy to announce that I've Got A JOB!
I am very happy for making it to this employment world after so much trouble. However, at the same time I am a bit anxious about couple of questions that are running in my head:
a) will I come up to their expectations?
b) It's a 6 months fixed term contract and what if they don't hire me after that?
c) it's been about 5 years since I graduated with a statistics degree and I have forgotten a lot of things that I've learned at uni although I have done a lot of stats in my Masters degree in 2013.
I know that I need to be happy and on top of the roof but I am worried at the same time for some upcoming risks that I may face.
I am thankful to the universe, myself for not giving up, to mum for being there for me, my brother, my supervisor and most importantly this forum, all the friends and acquaintances here. Thank you everyone for supporting me for this long journey, I wouldn't have done it without all of your help.
I still would like to have some tips from you guys about how to keep myself calm, and not to catastrophize things and keep predicting horrible things happening in future. Seeing success after more than a year is SCAREY and I don't to be intimidated at work and feel inferior like I always do when I don't know things or make mistakes!! I would love to have some advice and tips if it is possible :hug:s and :).
I am very happy for making it to this employment world after so much trouble. However, at the same time I am a bit anxious about couple of questions that are running in my head:
a) will I come up to their expectations?
b) It's a 6 months fixed term contract and what if they don't hire me after that?
c) it's been about 5 years since I graduated with a statistics degree and I have forgotten a lot of things that I've learned at uni although I have done a lot of stats in my Masters degree in 2013.
I know that I need to be happy and on top of the roof but I am worried at the same time for some upcoming risks that I may face.
I am thankful to the universe, myself for not giving up, to mum for being there for me, my brother, my supervisor and most importantly this forum, all the friends and acquaintances here. Thank you everyone for supporting me for this long journey, I wouldn't have done it without all of your help.
I still would like to have some tips from you guys about how to keep myself calm, and not to catastrophize things and keep predicting horrible things happening in future. Seeing success after more than a year is SCAREY and I don't to be intimidated at work and feel inferior like I always do when I don't know things or make mistakes!! I would love to have some advice and tips if it is possible :hug:s and :).
