Hi, Skullyfrost. There's lots of information here and all over the place about PTSD. A lot to process. If you have doubts, check it out. That's an important process. It can take more self-assessment than anybody wants to deal with, but it's an interesting journey, and a diagnosis you don't trust isn't very helpful. Check out all the information here. It's a pretty well defined. What is happening to you is a better gauge than whether or not you think you suffered something that "qualifies" as trauma or can remember it. You don't need to know where you got the measles to know you have the measles.