Legal Xtc

[sonicwhite]

ok, please be nice to me. I got phenylethylamine and I wanted what stickler had. I took some and it's just like a roll. I'm going to have to toss this stuff because I'm afraid I will get addicted to it as well


It's not worth it. I'm called to b a minister and if I have drug sin in my life I will never be what I set out to be.

I'm so confused. I need help bad. I'm tired of that hypomanic state I was in 06 07 08 after a flashback.



I thought that I was king of the mountain. I realize now that I simply cannot function without something in my system. I had to go to the ER to get more gabapentin but this time I asked for very little because I'm not going to be dragged on like this.



Drug addiction is real. It's a battle fought everyday. May Gdod hear my prayer that I will be free of addiction so I can show ppl their not alone. And that you can overcome addiction.

 

[joeylittle]

@sonicwhite - I think @FridayJones suggested this in a different thread - but Google 'dual diagnosis residential treatment' and your general area. You may have to go for a bit of a drive to get to one, but it's the kind of center you want. They will address addiction plus mental health.

You are doing an AMAZING job at really digging into this problem, now. The fact that you called a rehab center is huge. That's a huge, huge positive change.

It sucks that getting help can be hard, because when we go looking for it, we are usually already not at our best. But you can do this.

Call your therapist. Get her onboard with helping you find someplace and co-ordinating care. Call your psychiatrist too, if you have one - they are actually much more likely to be able to really help. Be completely honest with them about your entire drug history.

You can do this.