Looking For Others That Have Witnessed Murder

[SD]

I dont want to type in details of my situation, and did not innitially think I had been suffering from PTSD as I am an extremely rational and strong person. But as my situation seemed to get worse I went to get professional help and was immediately diagnosed with PTSD. I did not go back as I felt I could deal with this on my own, but am finding others friends etc who have not experienced traumas of this kind cannot identify with my feelings at'all. This is why I have now finally looked on line for others. Thankyou.

 

[sea]

I am sorry you have experienced this, and I do relate if you are looking to hear from others who have experienced as well. It is difficult for many people to understand, I think, that something like this is supremely traumatic for the survivor. Anyhow I hope that you find some support here from others in your position. Nice talking to you on chat, and welcome.

 

[anthony]

Hi Sara... yes, I have seen one kill others, children even... most veterans would have... and even when armed, completely unable to do a thing about it because of the laws imposed on engaging enemy, ie. enemy in civilian clothing cannot be identified as enemy, thus they kill civilians and there is nothing that could be done about it.

Helplessness screams at you from such situations.

 

[SD]

Hey, yeah have not been able to reply earlier been so busy, but am a bit distressed that when my name is typed into pc this & my words are right there for all to see.

I'm probably gonna have to come off here cause thats very dangerous for me.

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