Hi Sharky,
Welcome to the forum. I know that you will find people here that will be able to relate to your situation, and will come along beside you and support you.
I too have recently been diagnosed with PTSD, and most likely cPTSD, and this has been a very, very difficult year for me as well. I have met many friends here on the forum, and have learned so much from them that is is helping me deal with all the effects of my trauma.
I look forward to getting to know you. Please keep us posted on how you are doing, and how you are progressing in your healing.