Iamsensative
Silver Member
Well my medication that helps keep me stable is also making me sick. My LDL is so high that i developed cholesterol spots on my eyes. i tried going off when i noticed the weight gain, but i got to the point that i decided weight be damned i can function. Its not perfect but if really makes going through day to day easier. Now i must come off and i am scared to fall into that deep depression or anxiety that is unrelenting. I tried so many different drugs and this was a last resort. Trying to take one moment at a time and not panic. But some days the rug gets pulled out and i dont know where to turn.