I've got some of that lithium stigma too,
@MrMoonlight. And, I'm also always considering giving it a shot.
@RussellSue - there have been a number of recent studies indicating the effectiveness of low-dose lithium for a number of things. I think your curiosity about restarting it and titrating up slowly, seeing how low a dose (in conjunction with the gabapentin) can work for you.
@MrMoonlight - something that I do find helpful to remember - Lithium (the psych medication) is a salt. A naturally occurring salt. It was first used as a psychiatric medication in the late 1800s, then fell out of favor, then became more common after a doctor in the late 40s discovered it really did address depression and mania.
Lithia water is water from a natural spring that contains Lithium salts. It was bottled for consumption around the turn of the 20th century. And it was the main "medicinal" ingredient in the soda we know now as 7UP.
It's one of the most natural medications available. It has worked for many many people. The side effects can be difficult when it is taken at higher doses, and the dosing needs to be monitored because of how we metabolize the salt...but it's as basic as a psych medication can get.
Just the name of that med scares me ... thought of Thorazine. I know it's not that but I worry about taking what I see as a really heavy medication
Lithium can be a heavy medication when it's taken in the higher doses, that one would use as a mono therapy for schizophrenia. But that (and often in combination with a drug like thorazine) is used to manage severe symptoms of psychosis. When it's dosed lower, as it is for bipolar as for depression - it isn't meant to have that kind of "doping" effect.
Anyway...these are the things I tell myself, when I work on talking myself into trying Lithium. So, if any of them are useful....great.
@RussellSue - I think the only other thing that wasn't mentioned, that I know is an atypical antipsychotic called Latuda (lurasidone). It also has a very wide dosing range, for the same spectrum of things that Lithium is used for - so depression, bipolar, schizoaffective, schizophrenia. I think it's main benefit over Lithium is that you don't have to monitor it for toxicity. And of course, like everything - it works for some, not for others...