My Mind Is Blank, But Still Full

[imsomeoneelse]

And oh, my neighbour is screaming.. again, like always. I'm always scared, hate having to meet him when I go outside, scared he is gonna break into my apartment because he is so angry at someone, always

 

[imsomeoneelse]

I don't know why or how, but so many people says I destroy them.. Bring out the worst in them. I don't know why I don't mean to... Something terrible happened yesterday.. My sister's boyfriend.. It brings back so many memories.. I feel like dying and puking.. With my best friend but shall go home tomorrow.. Don't know what to do.

 

[imsomeoneelse]

I was almost ready to tell them about what happened.. about all that hell.. but then something terrible happened to my sister, and now its like last summer all over again. same thoughts and horrible feelings.. but I want to tell someone about what happened.