I am struggling again today. I just feel so hopeless and like I don't want to go on. I know I must though.
I hope I will be eligible for free or reduced therapy. I will know something about it in 2 weeks.
I am the one that found my son. I knew he was gone by how he looked. I am having a hard time with that image in my mind.
I was sexually abused for 17 years straight. I would gladly go through that again than go through this,if given the choice.
My PTSD symptoms are not as bad as they were when I started this thread. Now I am completely feeling this loss and it's a kind of hurt/pain I've never experienced before.
Are you getting professional help?