I'm starting to feel better. I just need to work on convincing myself that the people who have treated me this way really have the bigger problem, and they aren't people I want to associate with anyway. I should feel emabarssed that such people could claim to be part of the same faith as me, and still treat people that way. Especially when the biggest command in our faith isn't rules, but loving one another. It's still hard though. I did manage to eat some dinner tonight. Made me sick as a dog, but at least it's calories. When all was said and done, my weight crashed 10 pounds. :/