DeepRedViolets
New Here
Hello everyone. I am a 28 year old women who is finally coming to terms with a lot of crazy and traumatic events that have shaped my life. I never realized that they were bad maybe it's part brainwashing from past abusers or maybe it's part that I come from a town and a family that likes to brush things under the rug. "It's never that bad"....also it's my coping mechanism, it's so much easier that way. I self medicate with alcohol (which has caused more bad things to happen to me) and have re occurring nightmares. I love playing the drums to get my bad energy out and painting. I feel very robotic right now and sometimes that happens when I start talking about my issues, it's a lot easier that way! I will warm up soon. Nice to meet you all <3
