Sufferer New Here, Raped On Military Duty, Ptsd

[Jagerin22]

Hello everyone. I've been suffering severe PTSD, depression, other mental and physical issues after an assault, TBI, strangulation and rape when I was a soldier. I hope to make friends, get advice, give advice, figure out more things about myself, heal. I have good days and bad days, so please be patient with me.

Jagerin22

 

[The Albatross]

Very sorry to read, I had Military Sexual Trauma myself when I was in. Glad you're here... check out the forums and archives there's a bunch of solid stuff here.

 

[ladee]

Glad you are here ! A wonderful place with many people who will relate and support you. Happy you are here,if not happy for the circumstances that brought you here. sending welcome hugs if you accept.

 

[The Albatross]

Eh, might want to edit out the name of your blog... we got a self promotion thing here.

 

[Whyteferret]

MST survivor as well. Glad you found your way here

 

[EveHarrington]

Welcome to the forum.

I'm glad you've decided to join us on your healing journey. :)

 

[BlueDream]

Welcome to the forum!! I hope you find it helpful in healing.

 

[Jagerin22]

Eh, might want to edit out the name of your blog... we got a self promotion thing here.

Hello Albatross,
I was not trying to self-promote, it just seemed easier to link to pages and pages of my information and assault report, than to type it up here, at least 9 pages worth.
Basically I was a young PFC in the Army, and an E-7 I knew from around base found me alone in a barracks doing field prep for our unit. He made advances towards me and I fought him off as best as I could, until he hit me in the head, then proceeded to rape and strangle me. I've had so many problems :\

I am currently being seen by the VA MST therapist, and a civilian therapist, neurology for TBI

 

[anthony]

until he hit me in the head, then proceeded to rape and strangle me

Sorry to hear... f*cker should have his dick cut off, just personally.

 

[The Albatross]

Yeah I figured you weren't trying to self promote... just wanted to warn ya and a moderator edited it for ya.

I was stalked by an E9 and had unwanted contact, was date raped when new on station, and then later from a "friend" attempted but I actually by then learned how to keep it down to unwanted touching... I was USAF. The E 9 after I left station flipped out on his wife and 4 kids and other airmen came forward... he went out on a "medical discharge". The other two were not dealt with, they moved me from my job and station. Not my original traumas... just more... I was likely PTSD before, in childhood. Just know I get it and though am sorry for what happened, understand what you're going through. Lots of support here.

 

[intothelight]

Welcome to the forum!

 

[RussH]

dick cut off, just personally.

Put him in a barn, nail his wiener to a post, give him a dull knife, then set the barn of fire.