Sufferer New. lou gehrigs/als caregiver to late wife

[Staying strong]

Hello All: After being diagnosed with " Caregivers PTSD" I feel like Ive been labeled in a Way. I knew being the primary caregiver for my late wife who had ALS was taking a toll on Me but just didn't have the time to think about what the effects would be after her passing away. It's been almost a year and after trying to get my head straight on my own I did seek professional help. Tried a couple Meds that just made me feel sick and dizzy. Back to just doing my Best on my own. Is it " Normal " to feel like your about to explode? Or having tremors? I'm going to just start reading posts. Thanks in advance for anyone reading this. And for any insight and support I may find here.

 

[Deadman]

Is it " Normal " to feel like your about to explode?

It was for me for a long time. In fact I did explode on several occasions.

Welcome @Staying strong

 

[Bristol]

I am always on the edge of exploding and my hands tremor like an old ladies, you sound as "normal" as the rest of us, welcome to the forum :)

 

[Justmehere]

Welcome to the forums! I'm so sorry about the loss of your wife. ALS is horrible. I'm glad you are reaching out for support. Are you working with a solid therapist? It could help reduce your symptoms and lengthen the fuse before exploding. And yeah, my hands shake quite a bit too. A grief support group might be a good option too to explore as well.

 

[Tornadic Thoughts]

Sorry for the reasons that led you here, but must say you've landed in a good space for learning more and finding support. So many deeply resonate with what you feel. Welcome, and I share my sympathies in the loss of your wife. I'm glad you were there for her.

 

[Friday]

Is it " Normal " to feel like your about to explode?

Yup. Hell. Last night I considered it monumental progress that it was Urge to scream, rising! Instead of Urge to utterly destroy, shred, and annihilate everything in view, rising! :cautious:

The PTSD Cup - Post Traumatic Stress Disorder Explained

 

[ladee]

Yep, hand tremors trying to hold back the rage.... you are in the right place.... and we understand good days too by the way !!
Welcome !!!