Sufferer Newly Diagnosed And Scared To Start Meds

[love2readbooks]

Hi Abetterme,
I too have an issue taking meds and are not currently on them as a result. I have had some good experiences with them, but maybe pride or fear of addiction (as I am one of like only 2 people not addicted to anything on both sides of my family) cause me to seriously fight the process. You seem to be in a good place, maybe try giving it a go and like another person suggested, a therapist might be a nice compliment. Again, welcome and glad you are her.

 

[LaurieJ]

Welcome to the forum. For me taking medications was a scary thing. I even once flushed a whole month's worth of antidepressants down the toilet I was so afraid of taking them. But ultimately in the end I made the best choice for me and took the medications because I needed them. I tried stopping them for six months once and ended up partially hospitalized. I'd rather take my medications than go back there. So for me I got past my fear and anxiety around taking medications daily. I wish you the best of luck and hope that you work through your fear and do what is best for you.

 

[Becky_From_Canada]

I'm scared witless by meds, but I had a bad experience once. While on antidepressants my moods were all over the place. This wave of rage hit out of nowhere and a threw a hardcover book at my toddler son. Thank GOD I have the worst aim in the world - the book missed him and he didn't get hurt. But it scared me silly - took myself off the meds cold turkey and haven't touched any since.

Something I should say about this story is that these antidepressants were prescribed to me by a well-meaning GP without much (or any) planning or screening, and I was not receiving the support of a therapist at the time. Some people have advised me to give meds another try because without a doubt it would be more carefully planned out and monitored. I'm still iffy about it, though.

What I'm trying to say is: don't let my story scare you off. That is not my intent - I just wanted to share what happened to me. If you are under the guidance of people who know what they're doing, I believe meds can be a safe and responsible option.

Becky
who still feels like the world's worst mother even though that happened 6 years ago

 

[Deleted member 12723]

Hi and welcome. I am a firm believer in using medication as part of my healing process. It has made a great difference in my life. They wanted to hospitalize me and I chose medications and have never felt better. They are really helping me so much. I am here to support you no matter what you decide.

 

[Brad1980]

Welcome,
Your family situation sounds very similar to my sister and I. I went off in to full blown addiction and I have seen my sister drunk twice. I have been on meds for a long time. My sister starting having some issues. She had to 13 funerals in 12 months and she was not quite right. It was funny for the first I was able to help my sister with a serious issue. She was afraid she would end up on a drug cocktail like I take. Her doctor work with her and she is on a low dose of a couple of meds. It help gain control. She even likes how they keep her perspective on things. It is scary to have hope. My childhood gave brain functionality issues that make it important to take my meds. It took some time to find the right one and the right dose that work be patience. Good luck on your journey
Peace