It took me a long time... about the last year... to comprehend that when I feel alone, I am not feeling like the real me. I didn't even know there was a real me, just the one riddled with Crashed Thought Processes and ideations of demise.
So I really appreciate your post in response to feeling alone. You did the same thing, perceiving that no, you really aren't alone and it is just a glitch.
And the way out is through. How to be real is exactly this, sharing the true, flawed self in turmoil. Instead of hiding it back like a dark shadow self we don't want anyone to see.
Thank you for doing that.