Just for the future files of anyone else who finds themselves here,
After shaving my meds from 112.5 to 75 over a month, Its been 12 days since I've cut my effexor to current 30'ish max mgs, and minding some tension, anxiety, and headaches, it's been bearable and I seem to feel better overall getting of this stuff. I'll stay here for another week I think- and definitely not rush it.
at the end I'll literally go to smaller amounts of "beads" until it's fully off/ and see how I am.
It should be noted, that I was deteriorating more from apathy, lethargy and dysphoria, than panic, anxiety or other such effects, and prefer those to be brutally honest- realizing that's not the case for all.