General On Days Like This.....

[dragonfly1108]

it sucks being on this end of being shut out, ignored and feeling like just your presence is detested. I'm not saying it's wrong - it just simply 'is'.

This is the worst feeling in the world, especially when coming from the one you love :(

Stay strong everybody, dont give up on the hard days, there are more good days to come!

 

[ms spock]

I feel physically sick from the stress of this today. :yuck:

I send my best wishes to you and all other supporters.

I have immense respect for your courage and dedication.

 

[BewitchedBewildered]

I've been shut out and I thought that was bad. But last night was the first time I experienced my presence being detested. It felt like I was punched in the stomach. To feel such anger, almost disgust, and yet also indifference, aimed at you by the person you love is horrendous. I don't know what to do with it. I can't even really cry, I'm just broken. Sad, but numb.

He told me once that when it was bad he hated people. But I didn't get it. Now I do. How do you not let that destroy the trust and faith you had in someone? When you know that at the drop of hat, you can become just one of "them". When you become someone the person you love hates. Don't know where to go from here.

 

[a3a2]

I believe I deserve a freaking medal some days!!!

You do!!!